top 10 greatest love songs of all time

Here we have a list of the top 10 greatest love songs of all time. These songs are some of the most powerful and inspirational love songs ever written. They are great for first dance weddings songs or whatever special occasion you are looking for. 

10. Your Song - Elton John
Elton John's first pop hit, it was released in 1970 and continues to be played today.
Chorus: "I hope you don't mind that I put down in words, how wonderful life is while you're in the world."

9. You're still the one  - Shania Twain
Perfect for the First Dance at a wedding with the lyrics saying "looks like we made it". The song talks about how her love still survives and goes on even though the odds were against them.
Chorus: "You're still the one I run to, the one that I belong to, You're still the one I want for life."

8. You're the inspiration - Chicago
Written by Peter Cetera in 1984, it is a little bit more on the cheesy side, but nonetheless a great song classic love song.
Chorus: "You're the meaning in my life, you're the inspiration."

7. Faithfully - Journey
"Faithfully" is about the relationship of a musician and his wife. He is saying that although he is constantly on the run, he will always remain faithful. A great slow song perfect for any occasion.
Chorus: "Oh girl you stand by my. I'm forever yours, faithfully."

6. The power of love - Celine Dion
Originally recorded by Jennifer Rus,h it was covered by Celine Dion in 1995 and is known as a popular love ballad.
Chorus: "'Cause I'm your lady, and you are my man Whenever you reach for me, I'll do all that I can."

5. More than words - Extreme
A power ballad released in 1991, "More than Words" is an acoustic slow song that asks the woman addressed to show love through a means other than words.
Chorus: "More than words to show you feel, that your love for me is real."

4. Every breath you take - The Police
At heart the songs lyrics were written by Sting to his X-wife at the time of their divorce. However many do not know this and it to be a light hearted love song. We therefore deem this as a safe tune to be used at weddings and other positive occasions.
Chorus: "Every bond your break, every step you take, I'll be watching you."

3. I could not ask for more - Edwin McCain
A somewhat newer song released in January of 2000, this is a great slower love song with nothing but a positive message to offer.
Chorus: "I could not ask for more than this time together. I could not ask for more than this time with you."

2. All my life - KCi & Jojo
A popular slow jam for dances, this song became popular in the early 2000s and has our vote for the #2 greatest love song of all time.
Chorus:"All my life, I've prayed for someone life you. And I thank God that I, that I finally found you."

1. Follow you, follow me - Genesis
At #1 we have "Follow You, Follow Me" by Genesis. It was their first worldwide pop success in 1978 and goes as #1 in our list of top 10 greatest love songs of all time.
Chorus: "I will follow you, will you follow me? All the days and nights that we know will be." 

I want to slide in another all time favorite of mine which is 'Unchained Melody - Righteous Brothers' nuff said...

cheers

Shahila Johan =)

10 best qualities in a man

Ah... “The Notebook.” sigh~

Watched it last night. I don’t watch movies more than once, with very few exceptions. This is one of those exceptions; I’ve watched this movie 3 or 4 times now.
Many would argue that this movie is by far the best love story captured on film. What sets this movie apart from other love stories on film?
Noah and Allie’s love passes the test of endurance.
Unlike a typical romantic comedy or love story, we see beyond the “kiss”; we see what happens after happily ever after. As women, we want to believe that a man will find himself at home in our presence, that he truly means ’till death do us part.’ Even as Noah progressively loses Allie through Alzheimer’s, he states, “My sweetheart lives here. This is my home. She is my home.”
Noah is the prototype of what women desire in a man.
I wish men would take notes while watching this movie. There is so much to be learned from Noah’s character. Every woman I know who has seen this movie notes that Noah at first seems rather plain in physical appearance but by the end of the movie, he’s like a Greek god!

Seriously, you just fall in love with how he loves Allie. So guys, take some notes.
Women love…

1.) Men who are willing to makes fools of themselves to show how much they want to be with you. 
Ah... the power of the public grand gesture. It reminds us just how brave and courageous you are, willing to take risks and possible/likely rejection. (Think of the Ferris wheel scene when Noah jumps on to introduce himself to Allie and ask for a date.)

2.) Men who are persistent. 
Unless she is completely turned off by the sight of you from the initial meeting, she will warm up to your persistence. You can tell if an initial “no” really means “keep trying” if she is unable to hide some form of a smile or smirk. It shows us that you are not easily discouraged, that you are willing to work hard for what you want, that you are ambitious, and most importantly, that you really want us.

3.) Men who only have eyes for one woman. 
I know guys usually face rejection and move on to the next girl with ease, and a lot of guys can like several girls simultaneously. Girls don’t want to believe this, hence the appeal of Noah, who only has eyes for Allie. I guess the least you can do is make us feel like we are it. Don’t flaunt your other pursuits. Think the opposite of the message in the song Mambo # 9. It shows us that you are loyal, and that you see something in us that is different from all the other girls.

4.) Men who keep their promises regardless of circumstances. 
Noah said he would build the house with the blue shutters, the wrap around porch, and the painting room. He delivered. It shows us that you have integrity….which brings me to the next…

5.) Men who do the loving thing even when it hurts. 
Noah wrote Allie for a year without a response. Bravo. ’nuff said. This shows us that your hopes aren’t easily shattered, and even after it all, you are not bitter. Look at Noah’s last letter. Day 365:
My Dearest Allie, I couldn’t sleep last night because I know that it’s over between us. I’m not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I’ll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that’s what you’ve given me. That’s what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I’ll be seeing you. Noah

6.) Men who esteem themselves not because of worldly accomplishments but in the accomplishment of loving another deeply.
At the beginning of the movie, Noah says:
I am nothing special; just a common man with common thoughts, and I’ve led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who’s ever lived: I’ve loved another with all my heart and soul; and to me, this has always been enough.
This shows us that loving others is your greatest priority. That kind of man is hard to find!

7.) Men who really listen. 
I mean, you can tell he really listened because he remembered her wishes. When she said what she wanted, he looked at her intently, as if he were making a note in his mind. Like Rick Warren says in The Purpose-driven Life, what we really want from people we love is “focused attention.” We want to look into your eyes, and see that all of you is really there, and there is no other place you would rather be. This shows us that we are up there on your mental priority list and that you value our thoughts.

8.) Men who would tell the truth, risk hurting our feelings, and fight with us rather than withdraw and brush issues under the rug to preserve peace. 
Like this scene:
Noah: Well, that’s what we do: we fight. You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a b**ch, and I tell you when you are a pain in the a**, which you are 99 percent of the time. I’m not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2-second rebound rate, then you’re back doing the next pain-in-the-a** thing.
Allie: So what?
Noah: So it’s not going to be easy. It’s going to be really hard. We’re gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, you and me, every day.
It shows us that you care enough about saving the authenticity of the relationship to speak out. It shows that you are not indifferent. It shows that you are a man and not a doormat.

9.) Men who are realists. 
They believe that it will take work and that it will be hard. Love is work; it isn’t leisure. They don’t buy into an easy, pain-free “happily ever after.” It shows us that you are in it with earthly expectations and that you are not just in love with the high of being in love. It shows us that you are willing to work at love and that hard times will not make you hardened. And lastly…

10.) Men who want us till death do us part. 
Forever isn’t scary; commitment isn’t scary. We want to believe that it is natural to want forever, to want commitment because it’s with us. A couple of years ago, I asked a guy I dated what was the number one quality he wanted in a girl. He replied, “forever.” (Sigh.) I guess “forever” is a universal wish of those who truly seek love.

I'm a freak... ou well....

cheers
Shahila Johan <3 span="span">

top 10 best pick up lines (from survey)....

When was the last time that a single and attractive individual approached you, and they had a great opening line? It probably doesn’t happen very often, right? The problem with pick up lines is that they are recycled endlessly, so who hasn’t heard the classics? Well, instead of those lame lines, take a look at these tried, tested and true pickup lines, and see what a little originality can do for your love life

1.“I’ll do anything to lick the polish off of your toenails.”

(An “A” for originality, but make sure she’s actually wearing polish.)

2.“Hi! Pull up a seat! If you can’t find one, there’s always my lap.”

(Most successful if said in a cute voice, aided by the batting of eyelashes.)

3.“I’ve lost my teddy bear, can I sleep with you? “

(This pick up line is most successful if said in a cute voice, aided by the batting of eyelashes.) - if anyone use that on me, i'd slap the hell out of him... =P

4.“Can I borrow a quarter?”

- “For what?”

- “I want to call your mother and thank her for bringing you into this world.”

(At least it should put a smile on her face.)

5.“If I followed you home, would you keep me?”

(A pick up line that could be quite endearing, provided you don’t look like the stalker type.)

6.“Have you always been this cute, or did you have to work at it?”

(Make sure to sound sincere.)

7.“Hello, my name is ______. I can sense that you are a fabulous lover, and that intimidates me, but maybe you could help my overcome my insecurity?”

8.“Do you believe in love at first sight, or should I walk by again?”

(So, so cute...)

9.“Excuse me, could you give me directions?”

- “To where?”

-“Your heart.”

(A little cheesy, but reportedly has high success rates.)

10.“Hello, my name is_______, what’s yours?”

(This one may appear to lack in creativity, but it is the most successful pickup line of all time. And who can argue with success?)

cheers!

Shahila Johan

top 10 food for romance...

What do Cleopatra and Casanova have in common? They both indulged in aphrodisiacs. Raw oysters sucked right out of their shells. Buttery foie gras melting on the tongue. Salty caviar pearls bursting between your teeth. Whether these sexy treats have the magical, mood-enhancing properties ascribed to them or not, it is certain that certain foods boost the immune system and are chock-full of nutrients and vitamins such as B and E that enhance our physical well-being and good looks. After all, isn't attractiveness generally associated with the vibrant skin and fit look that comes from eating a healthy diet? Find out what foods rev your lover's engine!

1. Asparagus

Our love affair with this member of the Lily family dates back hundreds of years. Asparagus "stirs up lust in man and woman," wrote English herbalist Nicholas Culpepper in the 17th century. In 19th-century France, bridegrooms were served three courses of the sexy spears at their prenuptial dinner. Apparently for a good reason: asparagus is a great source of potassium, fiber, vitamin B6, vitamins A and C, and thiamin and folic acid. The latter is said to boost histamine production necessary for the ability to reach orgasm in both sexes.

2. Almonds

We are nuts about almonds! Although they don't look particularly sexy (although almond-shaped eyes certainly do), they have been regarded as fertility symbols throughout antiquity. And we suppose, there's something about these dry little nuts that recalls, well, testes. The aroma of almonds supposedly arouses passion in females — or so thought the poets and scribes of bygone eras. French writer Alexandre Dumas, the author of The Count of Monte Cristo, dined on almond soup every night before meeting his mistress. And Samson wooed Delilah with these tasty nuts, which lower cholesterol and provide abundant doses of vitamin E, magnesium and fiber to improve your general well-being. So you can keep going, and going, and going...

3. Avocado

Avocados are va-va-voom! But despite their voluptuous and feminine shape (here's a Rorschach question: without the pit, an avocado resembles a ... ?), they have been associated with male sexuality. In fact, the Aztecs' name for the avocado tree wasAhuacuatl, "testicle tree." And indeed, we can agree with the ancients who thought the fruit hanging in pairs on the tree resembled a dude's "crown jewels." But not everyone was cool with the idea. The Spanish, in fact, found avocados so obscenely sexy, that Catholic priests prohibited their consumption. Be sure to load up on the nutrient-rich fruit (guacamole, anyone?). While the creamy, cancer-fighting goodness packs in the calories, it's also high in folic acid, vitamin B6, potassium, omega-3 fatty acids and oleic acid, which fights "bad" cholesterol. Yes, the green-skinned delight is high in fat, but guys, you need fat for your body to make testosterone!

4. Bananas

This shapely and nutritious fruit is a complete meal, loaded with potassium, magnesium and B vitamins. It also contains chelating minerals and the bromelain enzyme, said to enhance the male libido — maybe that’s why Central Americans drink the sap of the red banana as an aphrodisiac, while Hindus regard it as a symbol of fertility. A banana left on a doorstep indicates that a marriage is about to take place. Bananas made an early appearance in the Garden of Eden; according to Islamic myth, Adam and Eve covered themselves not with fig but banana leaves.

5. Basil

This fragrant member of the mint family has an alluring aroma; so alluring, in fact, it can cure headaches. Hint, hint. All kinds of headaches! No wonder the Greeks regarded it as their royal herb. Its botanical name is derived from the Greek "to be fragrant." Basil has a warming effect on the body and promotes circulation. In some parts of Italy, basil is a love-token.

6. Chocolate (YAY!)

Why does eating chocolate make us so happy? It's a chemical thing. The "food of the gods" contains theobromine, a stimulating alkaloid similar to caffeine. Chocolate also helps the brain produce feel-good serotonin. Be sure to indulge in the dark variety — it contains incredible amounts of antioxidants, whereas milk chocolate is just that: milk and sugar with trace amounts of cocoa.

7. Eggs

The egg is one of the most ancient fertility symbols. Eggs are high in B6 and B5, which help you balance hormone levels and fight stress. Raw chicken eggs eaten before sex are considered to enhance one’s libido. But we’re talking eggs of all sorts, fish or fowl. Think of the way caviar gently bursts in your mouth or the delicacy of little darling quail eggs.

8. Figs

Said to be Cleopatra's favorite food, the sweet, purple fruits are sexy in both appearance and texture. For obvious reasons, they've been a synonym in erotic literature for female sexual organs. To the ancient Greeks, they were "more precious than gold" and many cultures associated figs with fertility.

9. Foie Gras

One of the most luxurious foods, controversial foie gras is expensive, decadent and sought the world over. Like diamonds, furs and Champagne, it is associated with fine living, and both its buttery texture and mythical status are sure to put you in a sexy mood. See what Gayot readers have to say about foie gras.

10. Oysters

These mouthwatering mollusks are the classic aphrodisiac. And, there's research to support it: raw oysters are very high in zinc, which raises sperm and testosterone production, thus increasing libido. Like some fish, oysters contain omega-3 fatty acids, considered to increase one's overall well-being and even fight depression. They are also a source of dopamine. No wonder Casanova ate 50 raw oysters every day.

what are you waiting for? try it!

cheers =) 

He Is the Right One - You Respect One Another

When it comes to figuring out if he is the right one, respect should be at the top of the list. Respect is also something that should go both ways. He should respect you and you should respect him, in turn.

You can tell he respects you when:-

- He is willing to compromise

- He listens to your concerns and feelings

- He notices when something is wrong and asks you about it

- He values your opinion

- He appreciates you

- He is genuinely happy for you when you succeed

easy peasy.....

well....it's true... =P

These are the 3 biggest lies from a guy's mouth: -

1. I'm not that type of guy, honest!

2. I would never hurt you.

3. I'm sorry.

cheers!

the Kiss maybe....

This is not like me at all

for once I'm lost for words

Rescue me from the mire

whisper words of desire

only violins and their many

can show you how I feel

So what you got to do

I said believe in you

I can't believe my eyes

Your smile has really thrown me

with your arms open wide

want you here by my side

a symphony inside me

I cannot take them lightly

Do what you got to do

I said believe in you

I had never felt like this

whatever made you choose me

I try to express this love of mine

It's not easy to define

when it goes this deep

when it taste this sweet

Do what you got to do

I said believe in you

Can't change the way I miss being reassured

when you hold me close

look into my eyes

and kiss your lips to mine

Can you hear my silent heart

It's hard to explain like the scent of a rose

how I feel when you hold me

it's too precious and wonderful to give it a name

a thousand love songs and a thousand words

your kiss is worth a thousand words

If you really wanna tell me that you love me

want your feelings to be heard

a kiss is worth a thousand words.

love,

Shahila Johan

EYES

When I see your face and I feel so safe

Because you hold me in your warm embrace

The rainy days and the clouds that brings

Your amazing grace just calms me through it

Imagining sweet vision of your loveliness

The happiness and ohh... your tenderness

When it's love you give

Then in love you'll live

When there's love inside

Then there's a reason why

For all the love that we've shared

It makes me feel alive to know that you care

Could you be an angel from high up above?

To be sent down from heaven for me to love

Your sweet and smiling eyes just hold me darling

so beautiful and ohhh... so wonderful.

By looking in your eyes

I know I'm in paradise

With your gaze that glows

I can see beyond tomorrow

You're not wearing a disguise

And I know I'm hypnotized

The love that you see

Is where I'm longed to be

I just wanna see ME in your eyes.

I'm like a prisoner

Captured by your eyes

Your eyes says everything

It took me by surprise

So in your eyes

Is where I'd like to stay.

Shahila Johan

Heaven side

I look at your photograph all the time,
I can honestly say you've been on my mind.
I know you've gone but I can still feel you here.
I gotta keep it strong before the pain turn into fear.

How do you find the words to say
When your heart don't have the heart to say?

Now this is my goodbye,
here comes the first of every tears I'm gonna cry.
Though I'll never see you again,
And it'll take some time to heal the pain.
But even though everything is different now,
You'll be in my heart somehow.
So here comes goodbye.

You deserve the chance at the kind of love,
But now we'll never know how life might take us.
I never dreamed you'd go your own sweet way,
Ain't it funny how time slips away?

How do you find the words to say
When your heart don't have the heart to say?

Now this is my goodbye,
here comes the first of every tears I'm gonna cry.
Though I'll never see you again,
And it'll take some time to heal the pain.
But even though everything is different now,
You'll be in my heart somehow.
So here comes goodbye.

My dreams suddenly seem so empty,
Your life was taken away before I know it.
I never ever thought the there would come a time,
It's hard to understand that our story would end.

If I listen to my heart I'll hear your laughter inside,
And I know you'll be fine on the heaven side.

Now this is my goodbye,
here comes the first of every tears I'm gonna cry.
Though I'll never see you again,
And it'll take some time to heal the pain.
But even though everything is different now,
You'll be in my heart somehow.
So here comes goodbye.

Love,
Shahila Johan

It was you

You said I was sent down from heaven,
that God has sent you and angel.
You said everybody's looking for that one thing,
and that you had found it in me.

But night after night I hear myself say,
How can this feeling just go away.
so I say...

It was you that made my eyes to cry.
It was you that made my heart to die.
It was you that made me break in pieces.
It was you that made me go all so senseless.
Cause it's you that had made me fall.
So it's you, you, you alone,
That made me write this song...for you.

You said my voice cradles you at night,
That you can never let me out of you're sight.
You said I'm pretty when I'm not wearing make up,
and that you'll die if we ever break up.

But night after night I hear myself say,
How can this feeling just go away?
But once again all you're thinking about,
is taking the easy way out.
So i say,

It was you that made my eyes to cry.
It was you that made my heart to die.
It was you that made me break in pieces.
It was you that made me go all so senseless.
Cause it's you that had made me fall.
So it's you, you, you alone,
That made me write this song...for you.

True lovers don't take it slowly,
When you've found the one and only.
Taking from a known sad story,
It's painted with pain and glory...
So I say,

It was you that made my eyes to cry.
It was you that made my heart to die.
It was you that made me break in pieces.
It was you that made me go all so senseless.
Cause it's you that had made me fall.
So it's you, you, you alone,
That made me write this song...for you.

But once again all you're thinking about,
is taking the easy way out.

love,
Shahila Johan

the break up song.

I've been running in your direction for too long now,
and I've lost my own reflection.
I just can't see how,
Why don't you catch me when I fall......anymore.

I know now if I play fire I get burned,
but it also can be warm.
You somehow promised that you will learn,
now I know all your emotions are just words.

I'm the flower in the smallest garden,
reaching for the light,
and you are the candle that's in the dark,
conquering my night.
Who's to blame,
If we can't hear our own voices......anymore.

things maybe different when we walk our path,
but I have to go.
we may struggle with our own task,
but I will take it slow.
when this is over,
there won't be no second chance.

If this is the moment,
that we will say goodbye.
If this is the moment,
i stand here all alone.
if this is the moment,
for the rest of my life.
If this is the moment,
that somehow leads me home.
I know you won't ever break my heart again.

the pain will ease if I can learn.
that the heart may freeze or it can burn.
I might crash buy I still believe.
Because from you, I won't be deceived.

So I'm letting you go and I'm turning around,
and I'm not gonna wait for you to come back now.

cheers
Shahila Johan

My Raya Post.

So basically, my entry is a week late.

Raya is the time where I actually look forward to because of the food and family gatherings...and maybe those open houses that we just have to go.

This year was a bit different because I can't really feel it in my heart just yet. I was actually looking forward for the holiday I'm going to in the 4th day of Raya.

Even posting up a post is taking forever for me because my mind is still on holiday.

This is the time where everyone got to buy bloody expensive new baju Kurung/Kebaya/Melayu and got to showcase it to everyone. This year, my family somehow choose the colour white. I got mine at the very last minute, a day before raya and it's the most comfortable thing ever because it's huge, so I don't have to think about what I can or cannot eat later. and since I'm gonna where it the whole day, might as well pick the most comfortable one right? no jeweleries, no fancy styles, just plain of modern baju kurung kedah.....i think.. =P

I know this is the time where everyone would be salam-salaman and bermaaf-maafan and all, so right here.... I just wanna say....I forgive you all....HAHA!!!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin from my family and I!Cheers!
Shahila Johan

Done!

I'm sorry if there's any wrong spelling I might write later because as I'm writing, my eyes are filled with tears.

It's Official, after almost a year of being in a relationship, it has finally came to an end. well yes, that means my heart has officially been broken. It's so painful that I am grateful that I still have feelings after all those numb-ness in my brain.

In 2 days (7th Sept), it's actually gonna be our 1st year being together minus the friendship bond we had. But I guess I won't know how it feels to be together with him for a year although I really wish I could.

I don't blame anyone in this broken relationship because I think both of us plays a big part on why this didn't work out although partly I still blame him for not telling me the real reason he wants to end it.

I guess i can't do anything about it. Although he'll still remain in my heart, I have to learn how to let go. sigh~ that's tough!

Life is beautiful, let's get a move on shall we? =)

Love,
Shahila Johan

HANTU!

the other day, I went for a shoot and it's for a movie.
In the shoot, I was Kicked, Slapped, Punched, Stepped on, Hair pulled, Spat on, Cried, Eat outside the house on the sand, Yelled at, Pushed, Raped, Laughed at, Commit Suicide, Became a Ghost, Haunted people and Kills them.
I HAD A BLAST!!!

As you can see, these are the type of things that I wanted to do for a long time and finally got the chance to do it and I'm so proud of it. Of course it wasn't easy at first but slowly with the help of everybody around there I eased myself and just simply follow the instructions.

The director that's directing this movie is so open minded and willing to take the risk of hiring some non-experience actor like myself to act in his movie and I salute him for that.
You see, if it wasn't for him, I don't think I'll be doing all this or even get the chance to be in a movie because some casting agency said that my face is not the commercial type that can sell it to the audience. Well I hope I can somehow prove them wrong by doing this.

ou well........

Love,
Shahila Johan

Gloomy...

sometimes you act before you could ever think because you were so mad and then the next day you wish none of it ever happen. But then you realize that nothing you can do to change what you did.

I have to say that I did it sometimes. I do regretted it but I found out that everything does happened for a reason. i heard a quote that says " tomorrow's a mystery, yesterday's a history but today is a gift, that's why they call it present!". yes, i got that now.

i won't know what's gonna happen in the future. I guess we just have to find out one of these days.

Love, Shahila Johan

Indian wedding ke?

Yesterday i attended an Indian Wedding... You see, when I was invited, the 1st thing came in my mind was alot of coloured rice and flowers decorations, coconut water splashing, even a fire pit in the middle like the one we always see in the movies and photos. and that's the wedding that I expected for it was my 1st time attending a real Indian wedding.

When I got there with my friends, i was surprised! No colourful flowers anywhere in the big hall; there's tables with numbers and the food was served chinese-style-round-tabled; name was written in english with they're hindi style; no coconut anywhere for me to get my hands on; and (yes!you've got it) no fire pit in the middle.

It was a formal Modern wedding like every other chinese and some malay's weddings I've been to, but they did put in some really awesome bangra songs that I can't stop moving my head to.

so here's my question. Do people nowadays really forget about their cultural heritage? I mean, I know that's not what they intended but somehow does the western really brought a big impact to us Malaysian?
(blank) I got no answer to that.

If I were Indian or to marry an Indian, I would want all that cultural stuff because to me it's important to remind me where i come from and the legacy that I bring to my culture.

So, if any Indians out there who's getting married the more cultural way, please invite me so I can experience it myself. Please? =P

love, Shahila Johan

today's random playlist.

as some people may know, i'm a "Playlist" person. my world revolves around pure emotions that runs alot of my playlists which includes "reminice" and "dejavu"..... yes, it's random but i think playlist plays an important part of my life as it can sometimes help me overcome with my emotions.

1. Crazy love - UNC Clef Hanger's version with Anoop Desai as soloist
2. For good - from the musical "Wicked"
3. Stay the same - Joey McIntyre
4. My redeemer's lives - Nicole C. Mullen
5. Reaching out - Lea Salonga
6. On bended knees - Boyz II Men
7. Anytime - Brian McKnight
8. All in love is fair - Stevie Wonder
9. Fallin' - Lea Salonga's version
10. If only - from the musical "Disney's Little Mermaid"
11. Secret - One Republic
12. Battlefield - Jordin Sparks
13. live like we're dying - Lenka
14. Burn - Usher
15. If I in't got you - Alicia Keys
16. somewhere out there - Linda Rostadt and James Ingram
17. Gravity - Mia Palencia
18. True colours - Lea Salonga's version
19. Fix you - Coldplay
20. Runaway - The Corrs

this is the original playlist that I got for myself today in original order. my emotions can be change from time to times.

love, Shahila Johan

Apakah!

A: don't they know how to NOT disturb other people's belonging? sendiri punya tak reti nak jaga, kacau pulak....

B: Life....

A: sigh~

Runaway Train...

you've heard about the stories where teenagers ranway from home and most of them caused by the broken home they live in. I don't blame them or the parents because we can't tell other people's feelings, we don't know what to expect.

my housebell rang at around midnight yesterday and thank goodness i was still awake at that time. of course i wouldn't dare to open the door to check who was outside at 1st, the heavy rain and loud noise doesn't help either, but i had the courage to open the door and wonder who's outside the house. There, stood a little girl, soaking wet in the rain asking for my sister. With no umbrella, she use her small bag as shelter from the rain. I quickly open the gate and scream to tell her to come in. the poor little girl was shivering when she in the house. with no change of clothes, I gave her a towel to wipe herself and my clothes for her to wear.

the little girl ask where was my sister whom is also her bestfriend from school and i have to tell her that my sister was in China for a trip and the girl was clueless on what to do next. i sat her down at the kitchen table and gave her some food and drink and directly ask her what was she doing coming here at midnight,n the rain, with no change of clothes, little money and no place to go.

the girl finally broke her silence and told me that she ranaway from home because she can't stand her dad and that she just have to get out of the house she's in. this girl just can't take the fact that her father being over-protected.

I think being a young teenager, you still wanna have some fun in life, but whether you like or not, you still have your parents to guide you through, no matter how hard they may treat you, they are still family! i guess she has more to learn about life.

for now, she is staying under one roof with me. with me, she got shelter and food but i can't provide her every needs because i got my own work to settle to. I really hope that I can convince her to make it up with her dad, i really hope i could change someone's life little by little. but for now, i'll just let her stay and rest so that she would trust me to help her.

love,
Shahila Johan

end of another great year.....goodbye 2009!

with just another blink of an eye, another year just passed by...all my 23 years has taught me to hate,care and the most important one is still....LOVE....

i try to throw away all my negative habits slowly through the years and thank goodness it really opened my eyes so i can see all the goodness inside of everyone that i know. like they all say, everyone is special in their own ways right?so if everyone is special, aren't we all the same?

2009 has taught me a really great lessons especially in life. friends comes and goes... life can be a roller coaster ride... you won't always get what you want but if you try some times, you get what you need...

always feel positive to get the positive energy in you, never feel down, never make people feel bad, compliment others once in a while, never look down on yourself, don't complain all the time and never be afraid to speak out your mind. these are some of the lessons i've learn through out this year.

a new year has come for me to learn more lessons in life. i might fall some times, i even might be afraid but i know everything lessons are worth learn.

love,
Shahila Johan