Tuesday, September 30, 2008

the life....the new me!


well....i've been thinking...of all the things that i've condemned all through my life with tragedies and heart broken and stuff,i forgot about my happiness..what really make me happy...
i must admit that i've been depressed at some point but when i think about it again, i wonder, how long that time was that i wasted with all the misery when i clearly have the chance to make everything right again...
i mean, life comes only once,so why dont u enjoy it to its full entent...never be angry, bored or sad, because to me, 1 minute of ur anger, sadness or even boredness, u'll eventually loose ur 60 second of happiness. and by all that mean,come on, get up and have some fun, trash ur room, hug ur parents for God's sake, laugh ur head's off...do whatever it is as long as ur not having a negative thoughts anymore...because from what i've learned, 1 minute of a negative thought can be dragged for days and u may think that u suck..wait..i mean,ur days sucks...u may feel that u wanna kill somebody or just scream ur lungs out or something...but u dont have to do that when u can shift all ur negative thought into positive somehow... dont ask me how,u just do it....
well, i must say it has worked for me,in a way, i love my classes now, i'm making new friends everyday, lending in one of the most biggest production in September, touring around Malaysia in October, making a fund for the under-privilage and maybe heal the world one day at a time.....
i'm loving every bit of my life right now, and i think u should too...no matter how hard life can be, just think about all the happiness u can bring to other just by smiling...the power of smiling is so strong that it can make an enemy to a friend....a smile increases value of face, anger spoils the beauty of soul, faith is the force of life and confidence is the companion of success....so whatever u do again, keep smiling.
so, at the end of the day, i can only leave u with these...
God will never leave you empty, He will replace everything you've lost, if He ask you to put down something, it's only because He wants you to pick up something greater!
cheers
shahila~
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