Sunday, July 19, 2009

in another life time....


i came across my super old lyric i wrote (but i can't remember how the melody goes...tsk tsk...).... back when i was young and full of love to this certain someone special whom i thought was the only thing that kept me alive.... but eventually it came to an end and suprisingly im still alive and doing fine... of coz, he'll remain in my memory forever....being bestfriend with someone you love is hard.... i'm more grateful with what i have now and so far, i don't have any regret on what i've done....RIP my friend.....

anyway, i thought of sharing what i've wrote a long time ago....just for the sake of remembering the melody of how the song goes...if i can't remember, i shall just make a new melody! =D

the day when you were mine
nothing else was really matter
everything to me was fine
when we could both have each other

in all the things
i could have seen
i imagine a place
where we could have been
if we could be together
for a hundred years
then atleast i know
that you're still be here

in another life time
it would be forever
i know by then
that we can be together
when i wake up
you will still be here
and you'll be there
to shelter my fears

i could hold on forever
just to see your eyes
i would take aother chance
to see you smile
in a memory
for all the things that we had
and the first time
when our eyes met..

in another world
that we could live together
our heart would beat
and we are so much closer
i know our life is matter
in another life
we can live together
in a place with no lies

but right now
i have to stay strong and true
there are lots of memories
to think of you
i know one day we will meet again
at a place and time
and you'll be standing there
waiting for me
in another life....

by, Shahila Johan

cheers
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Saturday, July 18, 2009


its so hard, to let it go...
i've been a fool but now i know...
don't be afraid, just trust yourself...
one day you'll realize it's always been there...

let's run away, just for awhile...
to clear the mind, i would walk for miles....
just close your eyes, listen to the sound...
just hear the heart beats that's beating inside...

look in my eyes, what do you see?
cause that's what means the most to me...
touch my soul, don't let it go...
i want the feeling i know i can hold....

believe in love, cause it can heal...
the pain inside when your heart reels..
give me your love, and i'll give you mine..
because together i know our love will bind...

show me love, show me the sign...
so i can keep your heart in mine...
let's show to world, that love won't die...
love's the one thing that keep us alive...

the sun will rise and it will shine
the cloud will be clear and it'll be bright
let's share the joy and give what you can
for all of this will last forever in our heart
it'll remain there for internity

lit a candle, it'll bright the dark....
so you won't be lost and find your way..
with the strenght, it'll keep you strong...
your faith will lead you to where you belong....

by, Shahila Johan

cheers
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Saturday, July 11, 2009

the sign....



i know tears will fall down from your face
when there's something you can't replace
when you have that hope that goes to waste
but you will learn from that mistakes

you can feel the rush that chills your bones
the bones that are sinking like stones
when you know something you cannot own
trying hard just to find that sacred stone

forget the heart ache or the heavy heart
there are laughter you just have to play a part
nothing in the world could be that hard
nothing in the world you can easily tear apart

most of us are always scared
we can be tired and unprepared
that everything could just shattered
when it is the most mattered

remember that life is for living
everything is not lost so just sing!
just fly away with those wings
just let out all of those wonderful feelings

where do we go to draw the line
your guess is as good as mine
i know somehow that we will find
God put a smile where there's a sign


cheers

Shahila Johan http://www.shahila-johan.blogspot.com/

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Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Keep searching...

i know what i'm looking for
say the words i've never said before
i wanna break away from this chain
coz i don't wanna feel this way again
it's like an endless road
where the searching never end
it's like a river flow
to where i don't know
i keep searching for the answers
the thought of having happiness
i'll be counting all the miles
until finally.....i see u smile.....
cheers
Shahila Johan www.shahila-johan@yahoo.com
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