i feel like sneaking out of the house and get caught by my dad and he grounds me for life...
tapi dia percaya dekat aku dan bagi aku kunci rumah.
i feel like sneaking into the kitchen and make a mess while everyone is sleeping...
tapi aku malas nak bukak kunci pintu dapur.
i feel like eating ice cream in the kitchen in the dark...
tapi ice cream tak ada.
i feel like making prank calls in the middle of the night...
tapi handphone dah habis batteri.
i feel like having midnight snacks with my sisters while laughing our heads off reminiscing the past...
tapi adik adik semua dah tidur.
i feel like blasting my stereo as loud as possible...
tapi takut jiran jiran pulak yang bising.
i feel like walking in the park infront of my house with a torchlight...
tapi minggu lepas dengar ada budak kena culik.
i feel like writting poetry and lyrics...
tapi idea dah kering, ilham tak ada.
i feel like cleaning my room...
tapi siapa yang gila nak kemas bilik yang belum dikotorkan.
i feel like singing and practice my vocal range...
tapi aku takut anjing jiran sebelah aku melalak lagi tinggi dari aku.
i feel like calling up someone just to chat the night away...
tapi aku tak nak membazir kredit aku.
i feel like watching a movie in the dark...
tapi semua movie dvd dalam rumah dah tengok.
i feel like sleeping...
tapi tadi aku tengok cerita hantu, sekarang takut nak tidur sorang sorang.
sengal!
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Sunday, August 23, 2009
complication...
come on people, you really don't have to complicate things. all you really need is..
begining, middle, end.
what's so hard about that? you don't need to turn back or fast forward or complicate things to the worst. you're making it worst for yourself by the way! BUGGERS!
ARGH!
begining, middle, end.
what's so hard about that? you don't need to turn back or fast forward or complicate things to the worst. you're making it worst for yourself by the way! BUGGERS!
ARGH!
massive hedging.
i just finished watching "Michael Jackson's History World Tour Concert" in 8TV(was changing channel since i got nothing much on with my life right now) a few minutes ago and my hand just started itching for me to blog about it.
from what i've seen and learned from his remarkable concert is that, i've noticed that he ALWAYS compliments other than himself... after each song, i noticed that he would scream "I LOVE YOU" to his wild, screaming fans who always burst into tears for some reason; and through out the concert you will hear a lot of "you're beautiful" or "you're wonderful" and when he hears people screaming "i love you Michael" he would answer back "i love you MORE"... i mean, where other artist would say that? they would just go "i love you TOO"... Michael is so different and i think by doing that, he gain so many fans all across the world and he still is.
the news of his death was devastating, i remember i was sleeping when i dad woke me up just to tell me that Michael Jackson is dead and i just laughed at him because the day before i was checking out his concert tour that was supposed to be on in July. but when i go online and found out it was true, i just ran and try to find my Michael's collections, but i couldn't find it since we shifted our house here, and i just burst into tears. yes!i can't believe myself that the King of Pop would just die without any news before that. the thing that really gets on my nerves is right after his death, everything about him is just 'UP THERE'..everyone started to idolize him, mourn for his death, buy all his albums. where else before his death, you call him wacko jacko!buggers! the news of Michael's death really shocked the whole world doesn't it?
enough about his death, i just wanna blog about what those stupid idiots was thinking when they called Michael Jackson a paedophile for letting little boys sleeping on his bed. i mean, come on la, why do you let your son sleepover at Michael's house if you knew he was a paedophile? be rational you moron! and all the morons that supported that statement of Michael being a paedophile! i know for sure those idiots are just in it for the money. look at him, he got his own neverland for goodness sake.
the reason for him to love the childrens and the boys is SIMPLY because he had a tough childhood and he doesn't want it to happen to any of the kids so he tries to help them by bringing them to his neverland ranch for the sake of making them happy and let them feel loved. he wouldn't have the chance on those kids IF their completely insane parents doesn't let him. so who do you think is the one should really be blame here?
if you really listens to his inspirational songs like 'heal the world', 'man in the mirror', 'earth song', 'the lost children' and 'we are the world' just to name a few, you know that he is trying to reach out to everyone to make a chance, it doesn't have to be big, a tiniest chance can make a big different in the world. most of the songs are about children, so do you really think he wants to sodomise those innocent kids?
think about it!
from what i've seen and learned from his remarkable concert is that, i've noticed that he ALWAYS compliments other than himself... after each song, i noticed that he would scream "I LOVE YOU" to his wild, screaming fans who always burst into tears for some reason; and through out the concert you will hear a lot of "you're beautiful" or "you're wonderful" and when he hears people screaming "i love you Michael" he would answer back "i love you MORE"... i mean, where other artist would say that? they would just go "i love you TOO"... Michael is so different and i think by doing that, he gain so many fans all across the world and he still is.
the news of his death was devastating, i remember i was sleeping when i dad woke me up just to tell me that Michael Jackson is dead and i just laughed at him because the day before i was checking out his concert tour that was supposed to be on in July. but when i go online and found out it was true, i just ran and try to find my Michael's collections, but i couldn't find it since we shifted our house here, and i just burst into tears. yes!i can't believe myself that the King of Pop would just die without any news before that. the thing that really gets on my nerves is right after his death, everything about him is just 'UP THERE'..everyone started to idolize him, mourn for his death, buy all his albums. where else before his death, you call him wacko jacko!buggers! the news of Michael's death really shocked the whole world doesn't it?
enough about his death, i just wanna blog about what those stupid idiots was thinking when they called Michael Jackson a paedophile for letting little boys sleeping on his bed. i mean, come on la, why do you let your son sleepover at Michael's house if you knew he was a paedophile? be rational you moron! and all the morons that supported that statement of Michael being a paedophile! i know for sure those idiots are just in it for the money. look at him, he got his own neverland for goodness sake.
the reason for him to love the childrens and the boys is SIMPLY because he had a tough childhood and he doesn't want it to happen to any of the kids so he tries to help them by bringing them to his neverland ranch for the sake of making them happy and let them feel loved. he wouldn't have the chance on those kids IF their completely insane parents doesn't let him. so who do you think is the one should really be blame here?
if you really listens to his inspirational songs like 'heal the world', 'man in the mirror', 'earth song', 'the lost children' and 'we are the world' just to name a few, you know that he is trying to reach out to everyone to make a chance, it doesn't have to be big, a tiniest chance can make a big different in the world. most of the songs are about children, so do you really think he wants to sodomise those innocent kids?
think about it!
Saturday, August 22, 2009
month of serenity.
kenapa start bulan puasa sahaja, semua orang tiba tiba insaf? tu pun bukan semua orang, ada juga yang tak puasa, curi makan gak, cari port mana mana, suruh kawan kawan cina dorang pergi pergi makanan lepas tu makan besar besaran mana mana port yang kosong. tapi bagi aku la, aku rasa yang tak puasa pun lagi jujur dari orang yang buat muka puasa, lemah sebab nak balik cepat dari kerja, tidur lepas tu bukak puasa. solat boleh pulak terlupa. Lupa solat takpe lagi, yang buat juga benda benda tak senonoh lepas berbuka puasa tu, apa nak jadi dengan orang orang zaman sekarang ni? hipikrit sial! alamak, ter-mencarut pulak tiba tiba dalam bulan Ramadhan ni, minta maaf ah, aku cuba tak mencarut lepas ni, tapi setiap kali aku mencuba, lagi banyak pulak aku mencarut. Pening pulak kepala otak ni. continue la....
sebenarnya aku sendiri pun tak boleh nak comment sangat tentang hal hal ni gak sebab aku pun orang zaman sekarang. aku memang malu la, kalau boleh nak juga aku lari time time mak bapak aku dulu, baik sikit kot, walaupun style hancur tapi atleast dorang tak ada lah nak seganas kita semua ni. tapi fikir fikir balik, zaman dulu dengan zaman sekarang ni pun sama sahaja la. ada juga orang yang tak puasa, tak sembahyang, tak menunaikan perintah Allah. Maksiat merata rata. aku pun tahu aku ni bukan baik mana tapi atleast aku tahu juga baik buruk dunia ni, i mean, kitorang ni semua menumpang sahaja dalam dunia ni, nanti dah mati nanti tahu ke nak pergi mana? faham faham lah sendiri.
lagi satu ni, kenapa bulan puasa ni semua orang macam makin malas ek? tahu lah letih tak dapat makan lunch tapi sampai nak buat muka expired setiap kali boss suruh tolong buat kerja tu nak buat apa? nak pahala tapi niat tak ada. suruh pergi senmbahyang terawih ada pulak alasan ada hal kena keluar, balik balik terjumpa tengah lepak kat mamak mamak mengumpat pasal Mak Bedah sebelah rumah or budak gampang yang langgar kereta kau bila nak balik berbuka tadi lepas tu nak plan pergi attack budak tu. tak ke kena tarik balik pahal puasa engkau tu? bodoh!
aku rasa lepas aku habis tulis blog ni, pahala aku pun tinggal separuh sebab banyak pulak aku mencarut. so daripada aku mencarut lagi pasal orang orang tak guna, baik aku pergi jaga anak adik aku tu lepas tu masak untuk keluarga. 1st day of puasa, makan la dengan family semua k? tak payah nak lepak jumpa kawan kawan, kalau nak jumpa juga, jom, jumpa dekat masjid bila nak sembahyang terawih. Masjid Al-falak dekat USJ9 tu besar, pergi penuh kan. aku pergi juga la.
=D
sebenarnya aku sendiri pun tak boleh nak comment sangat tentang hal hal ni gak sebab aku pun orang zaman sekarang. aku memang malu la, kalau boleh nak juga aku lari time time mak bapak aku dulu, baik sikit kot, walaupun style hancur tapi atleast dorang tak ada lah nak seganas kita semua ni. tapi fikir fikir balik, zaman dulu dengan zaman sekarang ni pun sama sahaja la. ada juga orang yang tak puasa, tak sembahyang, tak menunaikan perintah Allah. Maksiat merata rata. aku pun tahu aku ni bukan baik mana tapi atleast aku tahu juga baik buruk dunia ni, i mean, kitorang ni semua menumpang sahaja dalam dunia ni, nanti dah mati nanti tahu ke nak pergi mana? faham faham lah sendiri.
lagi satu ni, kenapa bulan puasa ni semua orang macam makin malas ek? tahu lah letih tak dapat makan lunch tapi sampai nak buat muka expired setiap kali boss suruh tolong buat kerja tu nak buat apa? nak pahala tapi niat tak ada. suruh pergi senmbahyang terawih ada pulak alasan ada hal kena keluar, balik balik terjumpa tengah lepak kat mamak mamak mengumpat pasal Mak Bedah sebelah rumah or budak gampang yang langgar kereta kau bila nak balik berbuka tadi lepas tu nak plan pergi attack budak tu. tak ke kena tarik balik pahal puasa engkau tu? bodoh!
aku rasa lepas aku habis tulis blog ni, pahala aku pun tinggal separuh sebab banyak pulak aku mencarut. so daripada aku mencarut lagi pasal orang orang tak guna, baik aku pergi jaga anak adik aku tu lepas tu masak untuk keluarga. 1st day of puasa, makan la dengan family semua k? tak payah nak lepak jumpa kawan kawan, kalau nak jumpa juga, jom, jumpa dekat masjid bila nak sembahyang terawih. Masjid Al-falak dekat USJ9 tu besar, pergi penuh kan. aku pergi juga la.
=D
the encounter...(part 2)
first expression......
~U PERV!!!! (great, another catastrophe...)
after i got to talk to you personally.......
~interesting conversation; should get together again just to talk about stuff...(but then, i don't have his number or any way to contact him anymore....)
so in the end.....life goes on.....
SHOOT!
~U PERV!!!! (great, another catastrophe...)
after i got to talk to you personally.......
~interesting conversation; should get together again just to talk about stuff...(but then, i don't have his number or any way to contact him anymore....)
so in the end.....life goes on.....
SHOOT!
Friday, August 21, 2009
backup session.
Dilemma: I just see things differently, that's all. Grew up that way, don't think I'll be changing anytime soon. :P Even if I told you, you won't understand haha. xD
Brothers can have their moments too. =)
I'll try to smile k. Pretend s...mile at least. Don't want everybody around me to be affected haha. :D
Solution: As u can see, everyone see things differently, i guess that what makes us different and unique in the 1st place. but i can tell you that you should always, i do really mean always look at the bright side of life. everything in life is a blessing in disguise, but you wouldn't know it until you appriciate it. i've learned that lessons for sure.
i grew up differently too, and i don't think i can change anytime soon too but i guess i slowly adapt to whatever so i can slowly understand what other people are going through. i mean, come on, look at me, i'm 23 and i'm still single, because of that, people thinks that i'm a lesbian. what can i say?people talk..... but at the bright side, when they talk about me, it means that they are thinking about me... idiots... =P
sometimes, it's ok to have someone to talk to. i know i wouldn't understand everything that you're trying to tell me but isn't it good to atleast have someone to talk to instead of keeping it to yourself? well, i guess it's also a matter of trust, i may not the person you can talk to but you can always try telling somebody about it. anyone that you can actually trust and by doing that you will feel so much better.
of course brothers have their moments. sisters have theirs too... but do you know that once in a while, it's ok to talk to your sister about your personal life because it's relates to them in some way, although they are the different gender but they know how you feel and together you can learn more about each other.
fact, do you know that by 'pretending' to smile, it'll automatically loosen you face nerves and that makes you less stress slowly? so yea, pretend to smile all the time if you may...it'll make you feel better and at the same time, it'll make other people feel better too.
so think about it, love heals, when you feel like you can't go on, hold on to love and it'll keep you strong. if there's something that i've learned from this journey i am on, simple truth will keep you going and simple love will keep you strong because there are questions without answers you'll never get what you want all the time... that's why there is patience...
cheers
Brothers can have their moments too. =)
I'll try to smile k. Pretend s...mile at least. Don't want everybody around me to be affected haha. :D
Solution: As u can see, everyone see things differently, i guess that what makes us different and unique in the 1st place. but i can tell you that you should always, i do really mean always look at the bright side of life. everything in life is a blessing in disguise, but you wouldn't know it until you appriciate it. i've learned that lessons for sure.
i grew up differently too, and i don't think i can change anytime soon too but i guess i slowly adapt to whatever so i can slowly understand what other people are going through. i mean, come on, look at me, i'm 23 and i'm still single, because of that, people thinks that i'm a lesbian. what can i say?people talk..... but at the bright side, when they talk about me, it means that they are thinking about me... idiots... =P
sometimes, it's ok to have someone to talk to. i know i wouldn't understand everything that you're trying to tell me but isn't it good to atleast have someone to talk to instead of keeping it to yourself? well, i guess it's also a matter of trust, i may not the person you can talk to but you can always try telling somebody about it. anyone that you can actually trust and by doing that you will feel so much better.
of course brothers have their moments. sisters have theirs too... but do you know that once in a while, it's ok to talk to your sister about your personal life because it's relates to them in some way, although they are the different gender but they know how you feel and together you can learn more about each other.
fact, do you know that by 'pretending' to smile, it'll automatically loosen you face nerves and that makes you less stress slowly? so yea, pretend to smile all the time if you may...it'll make you feel better and at the same time, it'll make other people feel better too.
so think about it, love heals, when you feel like you can't go on, hold on to love and it'll keep you strong. if there's something that i've learned from this journey i am on, simple truth will keep you going and simple love will keep you strong because there are questions without answers you'll never get what you want all the time... that's why there is patience...
cheers
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Mak kata tak baik main dalam rumah....
Dear Kak Zaza,
i know it's been awhile(4 months maybe?), but i havent got the chance to really congrats you on your wedding day.. i mean, i know i did but yea...congrats again. it's good to see you wearing tudung (or hijab,whatever you call it) and tutup aurat, kira macam isteri solehah la ek? sejuk hati semua orang melihat seorang perempuan yang proper seperti akak sekarang ni, tapi adik ada satu je masalah ah kak...
kalau orang pakai tudung, tutup aurat, yang tutup segala galanya, tapi tak reti nak tutup mulut yang (dipanggil orang) 'lazer' tu, macam mana dorang boleh cakap yang dorang tu closer to God? i mean, no offence la kak, akak memang lawa la sekarang dengan seri tudung tu tapi mulut akak tu tetap (orang orang tua cakap) kurang ajar. setahu adik la kan, mengumpat dan memburuk kan orang lain physically or spiritually itu lagi teruk dosa nya dari menutup aurat, so what's the point of akak nak tutup aurat if mulut akak tu masih ter'buka'?
i know i'm not the most religeous person.....no wait, to tell you the truth,i'm not that religeous, i don't know much about religion, faith, beliefs and semua benda tu sangat la sebab adik tak dididik dari kecil on all these stuff..tu pun sebab adik punya keluarga lebih kepada my chinese roots..... jawi pun adik susah nak baca, hafal tu senang la. tapi adik belajar sendiri kak, adik dengan muka tebal pergi beli buku yassin, buku sembahyang dan buku buku lain yang sudah terjemah dalam bahasa rumi and then i go home, i would learn it myself. walaupun adik punya dressing memang boleh buat orang tua bunuh diri tapi adik masih sembahyang, puasa and baca yassin bila bila adik ada masa.adik tak minum, hisap rokok and buat benda bukan bukan yang adalah larangan, adik try not to mengumpat so much, so my favourite past time is just exchanging ideas and talk about teather, music or how to improve our corrupted minds... but adik tahu yang adik pun bukan baik mana pun, kalau adik pakai tudung sekarang, adik boleh gelar diri sendiri hypokrit.
kakak perasan tak sebenarnya negara kita ni pun dah corrupted dah pun, ahli ahli politik pun sama sahaja. so dari kita fikirkan and condamn our own country, why don't we just move on with our life and see where we can go from here...
akak pun dah ada family to take care of, so adik rasa baik akak lupakan hal hal mengumpat belakang orang lepas tu buat muka poker face akak tu, baik akak tumpukan lebih perhatian on your new family.
adik sentiasa mendoakan kebahagiaan akak dan abang Mail.
Love,
Adik mu yang terSENTAP!
i know it's been awhile(4 months maybe?), but i havent got the chance to really congrats you on your wedding day.. i mean, i know i did but yea...congrats again. it's good to see you wearing tudung (or hijab,whatever you call it) and tutup aurat, kira macam isteri solehah la ek? sejuk hati semua orang melihat seorang perempuan yang proper seperti akak sekarang ni, tapi adik ada satu je masalah ah kak...
kalau orang pakai tudung, tutup aurat, yang tutup segala galanya, tapi tak reti nak tutup mulut yang (dipanggil orang) 'lazer' tu, macam mana dorang boleh cakap yang dorang tu closer to God? i mean, no offence la kak, akak memang lawa la sekarang dengan seri tudung tu tapi mulut akak tu tetap (orang orang tua cakap) kurang ajar. setahu adik la kan, mengumpat dan memburuk kan orang lain physically or spiritually itu lagi teruk dosa nya dari menutup aurat, so what's the point of akak nak tutup aurat if mulut akak tu masih ter'buka'?
i know i'm not the most religeous person.....no wait, to tell you the truth,i'm not that religeous, i don't know much about religion, faith, beliefs and semua benda tu sangat la sebab adik tak dididik dari kecil on all these stuff..tu pun sebab adik punya keluarga lebih kepada my chinese roots..... jawi pun adik susah nak baca, hafal tu senang la. tapi adik belajar sendiri kak, adik dengan muka tebal pergi beli buku yassin, buku sembahyang dan buku buku lain yang sudah terjemah dalam bahasa rumi and then i go home, i would learn it myself. walaupun adik punya dressing memang boleh buat orang tua bunuh diri tapi adik masih sembahyang, puasa and baca yassin bila bila adik ada masa.adik tak minum, hisap rokok and buat benda bukan bukan yang adalah larangan, adik try not to mengumpat so much, so my favourite past time is just exchanging ideas and talk about teather, music or how to improve our corrupted minds... but adik tahu yang adik pun bukan baik mana pun, kalau adik pakai tudung sekarang, adik boleh gelar diri sendiri hypokrit.
kakak perasan tak sebenarnya negara kita ni pun dah corrupted dah pun, ahli ahli politik pun sama sahaja. so dari kita fikirkan and condamn our own country, why don't we just move on with our life and see where we can go from here...
akak pun dah ada family to take care of, so adik rasa baik akak lupakan hal hal mengumpat belakang orang lepas tu buat muka poker face akak tu, baik akak tumpukan lebih perhatian on your new family.
adik sentiasa mendoakan kebahagiaan akak dan abang Mail.
Love,
Adik mu yang terSENTAP!
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
lost contact.....
boy: wei! ko ingat aku lagi tak???
*thinking blindly* *snap*
girl: Highschool????ingat ah.....dulu kita sama sama tembam!!! skang da hensem!
boy: hahahaha..ko pun dah mengancam skarang.....makin cantik siot.......ingat tak kite selalu gaduh hehehehehe.........
*laughing*
girl: gadoh satu hal....sampai nak bunuh plak tu!!!!hahhaaaa~ko tinggal mane sekarang?buat apa sekarang?
boy: aku still tinggal tempat lama kat Puchong.....aku belajar lagi...hebat ah ko..tak sangka boleh jadi pelakon pulak......dengan muke innocent dulu......tudung ala2 labuh sikit...hehehehe...bila ingat balik cute ah ko dulu.....hehehehe...tapi sekarang dah gorgeous....camane boleh kurus ni.....pergi slimworld per.............
girl: siot!!!!aku sakit ah dulu...ulser dalam perut!!!!sebab makan banyak sangat....hahhaaa~belajar apa dekat sana??innocent kepala hotak ko la...dulu selalu gaduh nak innocent ape ke bende ni???huhuhuuu~ko pulak?kenapa tiba tiba hensem?ko buat plastik surgery ek? =P
boy: hehehehe...sekarang tak nak gaduh ah...nak ngurat lak...hahahahaha....tu ah makan banyak sangat..tapi takpe ada hikmahnya...aku belajar microbiology..hehehe..mana ada duit nak wat plastic surgery...aku memang hensem dari dulu lagi...ko je yang tak sedar....hehehehehe....tak ah...aku kurang makan bila sekolah dah habis dulu......hehehehehe....kelakar ah dulu waktu sekolah dulu..tak leh ingat dah....
*paused*
girl: tu ah pasal.....gila nak ngorat!nak kena penampar????huhuhuuuu~
end*
moral of the story........no wonder she doesn't have a boyfriend...... -_-'''
*thinking blindly* *snap*
girl: Highschool????ingat ah.....dulu kita sama sama tembam!!! skang da hensem!
boy: hahahaha..ko pun dah mengancam skarang.....makin cantik siot.......ingat tak kite selalu gaduh hehehehehe.........
*laughing*
girl: gadoh satu hal....sampai nak bunuh plak tu!!!!hahhaaaa~ko tinggal mane sekarang?buat apa sekarang?
boy: aku still tinggal tempat lama kat Puchong.....aku belajar lagi...hebat ah ko..tak sangka boleh jadi pelakon pulak......dengan muke innocent dulu......tudung ala2 labuh sikit...hehehehe...bila ingat balik cute ah ko dulu.....hehehehe...tapi sekarang dah gorgeous....camane boleh kurus ni.....pergi slimworld per.............
girl: siot!!!!aku sakit ah dulu...ulser dalam perut!!!!sebab makan banyak sangat....hahhaaa~belajar apa dekat sana??innocent kepala hotak ko la...dulu selalu gaduh nak innocent ape ke bende ni???huhuhuuu~ko pulak?kenapa tiba tiba hensem?ko buat plastik surgery ek? =P
boy: hehehehe...sekarang tak nak gaduh ah...nak ngurat lak...hahahahaha....tu ah makan banyak sangat..tapi takpe ada hikmahnya...aku belajar microbiology..hehehe..mana ada duit nak wat plastic surgery...aku memang hensem dari dulu lagi...ko je yang tak sedar....hehehehehe....tak ah...aku kurang makan bila sekolah dah habis dulu......hehehehehe....kelakar ah dulu waktu sekolah dulu..tak leh ingat dah....
*paused*
girl: tu ah pasal.....gila nak ngorat!nak kena penampar????huhuhuuuu~
end*
moral of the story........no wonder she doesn't have a boyfriend...... -_-'''
the beginning of an end...
has it been a week yet? no... baru 2 hari la..... 2 days ago was the final show of Kaki Blue the Musical in KLPac and i'm already missing all the full night rehearsals and performance. again, a new enviroment with another batch of new casts for me to minggle with. as asual, they are so talented in their own way. each and everyone of them has their own unique talent that i find it amazing. it's surprising to see alot of talents out there nowadays and all they really needed was a chance to prove to the world that they can do it too.
it was like yesterday i got an email from the producer saying "sorry to inform you that we have no part for you in this musical, hope to have you in our future productions" but then 2 days before the rehearsal i got an sms from her again saying "would you like to be in the cast of Kaki Blue the Musical?"(apa masalah dia pun tak tahu lah..), so ODVIOUSLY i said yes.. tak kan nak reject kot!
new casts, old casts are there in the cast so i don't feel like an outcast (wow)... the people that i know but never work with was there too...so you can see how amazing a production can be that we can get along very well.....
in these 14 weeks that we've been together, almost everynight nak tak nak kena gak tempoh muka semua orang, but i had fun, lots of fun.. got to learn new things everyday. the gatherings was awesome, alot of nitendo wii and watching youtube in that huge big screen that made me high. playing a psyco villian was great, got people actually boo-ed me meaning i did a great job la kot.
i always asked most people that i know who came to the show on what they think about the show but most of the answer would always be "hey, you got a good voice" or "that was you? omg!what a trasformation" (-_-)''' (apa malasah ko ni?pakai tudung pun transformation ke?) or "i love the second half better because of the song" or "1st half very funny..i loved it" or even better "it was great!"
and of course i also got some really honest answers.... i appriciate it dearly. honesty is STILL what makes me drown to. i love people who can give straight answer sebab i would just tell them how i feel about it as well....kan best dapat tukar pandangan...
not to forget that one night where we have to stay on stage after our performance because the the Deputy Minister of Defence wanna give a speech but ended up shaking everyone's hand while all of the audience had that awkward should-i-leave-now face.. jangan risau ah..we on stage pun feel the same way!
as usual, having post-production blues is horrible but once i'm done, i gotta start doing what i want to do for a long time... opening my own food bank. still thinking of how and where to start but shall get to it soon!
to all the Kaki Blue casts, technical and production team, thank you so much for the wonderful spirit that was shared during our times together and the vibe that keep us going. keep it alive people!
~sing for your supper~
it was like yesterday i got an email from the producer saying "sorry to inform you that we have no part for you in this musical, hope to have you in our future productions" but then 2 days before the rehearsal i got an sms from her again saying "would you like to be in the cast of Kaki Blue the Musical?"(apa masalah dia pun tak tahu lah..), so ODVIOUSLY i said yes.. tak kan nak reject kot!
new casts, old casts are there in the cast so i don't feel like an outcast (wow)... the people that i know but never work with was there too...so you can see how amazing a production can be that we can get along very well.....
in these 14 weeks that we've been together, almost everynight nak tak nak kena gak tempoh muka semua orang, but i had fun, lots of fun.. got to learn new things everyday. the gatherings was awesome, alot of nitendo wii and watching youtube in that huge big screen that made me high. playing a psyco villian was great, got people actually boo-ed me meaning i did a great job la kot.
i always asked most people that i know who came to the show on what they think about the show but most of the answer would always be "hey, you got a good voice" or "that was you? omg!what a trasformation" (-_-)''' (apa malasah ko ni?pakai tudung pun transformation ke?) or "i love the second half better because of the song" or "1st half very funny..i loved it" or even better "it was great!"
and of course i also got some really honest answers.... i appriciate it dearly. honesty is STILL what makes me drown to. i love people who can give straight answer sebab i would just tell them how i feel about it as well....kan best dapat tukar pandangan...
not to forget that one night where we have to stay on stage after our performance because the the Deputy Minister of Defence wanna give a speech but ended up shaking everyone's hand while all of the audience had that awkward should-i-leave-now face.. jangan risau ah..we on stage pun feel the same way!
as usual, having post-production blues is horrible but once i'm done, i gotta start doing what i want to do for a long time... opening my own food bank. still thinking of how and where to start but shall get to it soon!
to all the Kaki Blue casts, technical and production team, thank you so much for the wonderful spirit that was shared during our times together and the vibe that keep us going. keep it alive people!
~sing for your supper~
Monday, August 17, 2009
the encounter...
hand tingling,
face blushing,
head reeling,
heart beating,
pulse rushing,
that's what i feel when i see u.
end.
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