we had that....moment...

this is dedicated to the person i love with all my heart.

my Rieffy bear... you were my longest friend that i knew and because of that you became my BEST friend...and because of that, we have sworn never like each other at all, but guess what..i fell for you... and i still do. i've been trying to cope with everything without you but i can't seem to do it anymore. i wear a mask everytime i'm infront of everyone. i laughed with them, i wanna share all the good time i had with you, but i can't now. rest in Peace my brother. the one that i'll always love.....

you always pull my hair just to pick a fight with me

broke my favourite cd and made me cry

said i can never be a somebody everytime we argue

you're always the voice that say i'll never make it

you were so vein it makes me sick

and yet....

you called me your angel that was sent down from heaven

you held my hand each night just to comfort me

hold me close to your arms that i can hear your heart beats

gave me the strenght that i thought i could never have

telling me to live out my dreams for the best

i learned from you that i could not crumble

i guess what i'm trying to say is..

thanks for everything you've done

it's been so long since you're gone

i never wanted you to leave

i still need you here with me

i've been thinking about the past

and i can't believe that time's flying too fast

you know how i feel when i'm crying alone

you know where to find all my hiding places

i can never keep my secrets away from you

you tought me to stand on my own

you said that i was the diamond in the rough

i miss you, every night i'm thinking of you

the smile on your face that keep me alive

i still shed my tears once in a while

i feel empty and alone, i can't believe you're gone

you're always part of me, the one that sets me free

i know you're in a better place now

but i can still feel you through the wind

when it touches my face it feels like your hand

and you still guide me constantly

the memories come back and i don't mind

i know you are happy where you are now

even though it's not here with me....

by, Shahila Johan

cheers

Shahila Johan www.shahila-johan.blogspot.com

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