Tuesday, August 18, 2009

the beginning of an end...

has it been a week yet? no... baru 2 hari la..... 2 days ago was the final show of Kaki Blue the Musical in KLPac and i'm already missing all the full night rehearsals and performance. again, a new enviroment with another batch of new casts for me to minggle with. as asual, they are so talented in their own way. each and everyone of them has their own unique talent that i find it amazing. it's surprising to see alot of talents out there nowadays and all they really needed was a chance to prove to the world that they can do it too.

it was like yesterday i got an email from the producer saying "sorry to inform you that we have no part for you in this musical, hope to have you in our future productions" but then 2 days before the rehearsal i got an sms from her again saying "would you like to be in the cast of Kaki Blue the Musical?"(apa masalah dia pun tak tahu lah..), so ODVIOUSLY i said yes.. tak kan nak reject kot!

new casts, old casts are there in the cast so i don't feel like an outcast (wow)... the people that i know but never work with was there too...so you can see how amazing a production can be that we can get along very well.....

in these 14 weeks that we've been together, almost everynight nak tak nak kena gak tempoh muka semua orang, but i had fun, lots of fun.. got to learn new things everyday. the gatherings was awesome, alot of nitendo wii and watching youtube in that huge big screen that made me high. playing a psyco villian was great, got people actually boo-ed me meaning i did a great job la kot.

i always asked most people that i know who came to the show on what they think about the show but most of the answer would always be "hey, you got a good voice" or "that was you? omg!what a trasformation" (-_-)''' (apa malasah ko ni?pakai tudung pun transformation ke?) or "i love the second half better because of the song" or "1st half very funny..i loved it" or even better "it was great!"
and of course i also got some really honest answers.... i appriciate it dearly. honesty is STILL what makes me drown to. i love people who can give straight answer sebab i would just tell them how i feel about it as well....kan best dapat tukar pandangan...

not to forget that one night where we have to stay on stage after our performance because the the Deputy Minister of Defence wanna give a speech but ended up shaking everyone's hand while all of the audience had that awkward should-i-leave-now face.. jangan risau ah..we on stage pun feel the same way!

as usual, having post-production blues is horrible but once i'm done, i gotta start doing what i want to do for a long time... opening my own food bank. still thinking of how and where to start but shall get to it soon!

to all the Kaki Blue casts, technical and production team, thank you so much for the wonderful spirit that was shared during our times together and the vibe that keep us going. keep it alive people!

~sing for your supper~

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