backup session.

Dilemma: I just see things differently, that's all. Grew up that way, don't think I'll be changing anytime soon. :P Even if I told you, you won't understand haha. xD
Brothers can have their moments too. =)
I'll try to smile k. Pretend s...mile at least. Don't want everybody around me to be affected haha. :D

Solution: As u can see, everyone see things differently, i guess that what makes us different and unique in the 1st place. but i can tell you that you should always, i do really mean always look at the bright side of life. everything in life is a blessing in disguise, but you wouldn't know it until you appriciate it. i've learned that lessons for sure.

i grew up differently too, and i don't think i can change anytime soon too but i guess i slowly adapt to whatever so i can slowly understand what other people are going through. i mean, come on, look at me, i'm 23 and i'm still single, because of that, people thinks that i'm a lesbian. what can i say?people talk..... but at the bright side, when they talk about me, it means that they are thinking about me... idiots... =P

sometimes, it's ok to have someone to talk to. i know i wouldn't understand everything that you're trying to tell me but isn't it good to atleast have someone to talk to instead of keeping it to yourself? well, i guess it's also a matter of trust, i may not the person you can talk to but you can always try telling somebody about it. anyone that you can actually trust and by doing that you will feel so much better.

of course brothers have their moments. sisters have theirs too... but do you know that once in a while, it's ok to talk to your sister about your personal life because it's relates to them in some way, although they are the different gender but they know how you feel and together you can learn more about each other.

fact, do you know that by 'pretending' to smile, it'll automatically loosen you face nerves and that makes you less stress slowly? so yea, pretend to smile all the time if you may...it'll make you feel better and at the same time, it'll make other people feel better too.

so think about it, love heals, when you feel like you can't go on, hold on to love and it'll keep you strong. if there's something that i've learned from this journey i am on, simple truth will keep you going and simple love will keep you strong because there are questions without answers you'll never get what you want all the time... that's why there is patience...

cheers