you know how it feel when you were hoping for something really bad but in the end it doesn't come your way? it's either you feel like shouting and cursing or you just feel like seating down at that quiet little corner and just...break down and cry....
well.....i'm feeling that way now. it's not because of anything mind you.... it's just a process of life i guess. i mean, everyone have to have that feeling eventually... like they say, nobody's perfect...not even the Queen herself. but i'm still trying, trying be more mature about life, being more open to others and taking risk when i have the chance.
not everyone had a perfect life...mine isn't all that perfect as well... but i do try and make the best out of everything, somehow.
today was suppose to be the same, i didn't do much today and was planning of my day for tomorrow and when someone suddenly making excuses to avoid something and you know that they are lying, it just somehow pisses you off.... well, i'm trying not to get pissed off... but somehow, my evil feeling is taking over me and i got mad...it's not good..seriously...i don't get mad easily...
so what i did was i meditate and put my thought into something else... i think about all the good things that had happened in my life and the things that are coming my way.
is it just me or i'm 'blapping' about goodie goodie thing? darn!!!sorry...
i just have to say, tackle life with all your skills to overcome each and every hills, if you persist with all your will, you'll enjoy life and it's thrill, so just chill........
cheers
Shahila Johan
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Sometimes life is tough but we all have to face it. You have a mature thinking Shahila.
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